should i bid goodbye to the love? should i bid goodbye to you?
02:11
alone, from a isolated land.
sat 25/10 went dance later today. hahas. was late for jibengong. so decided to meet up with jocelene. hahas. she went tpy with jiawen and we met at OCK. hahas. super funny. the weather is so hot! well, my cute bugsbunny bought me aixin food. hahas. thank you:DD iloveyou, you know(: we went there, do some warm up ourselves and joined them on the barre work. hahas. i look dumb and stupid doing those. hahas. i keep forgetting! GAHHs! sigh. maybe im not suppose to be a dancer? maybe i dont have a dancers brain? ahas. well, thats crap! hahas. i feel so empty when i cant do a proper zhuan, with xi tui also. and also peng zi zhuan. -.- i feel so dumb and useless at that point of time. because, its been so long. im not good in dance. anything! only that im flexible in somethings? but not everything like a rubber?! or mrs incredible? im not an extraodinary girl. so what that my arms can go 360 degree? thats nothing in beijing dance academy?... i felt very very very empty. super duper! okay! no one knows how i feel. yes! i mean it!
p.s jocelene, please dont quit okay. dont quit because of me. not worth okay. we both share the same passion. if we dont have the same passion, i dont think i will know you. i promise i will think twice okay. but you too, promise you ont leave. okay?
sun 26/10
today went hk again. for grade 10 of cos?! hahas. that new dance is super cute! hahas. thanks shihui:DD thanks for teaching me(: sigh. you know how i feel yeah? sigh. i thought of leaving after that. BUT, we gonna dance my favourite dance:DD 摆手女儿家:DD ilove it! hahas. change position le): yanhui): where are you): the tallies people, you not around le): GAHHs. after 摆手, i thought of leaving. i ask naz should i stay. she say anything if im not wrong? sigh. i stay in the end. we do loads of jump jump jump thing. hahas. i must know how to do it by next week! jiayou bahs(: sigh. after that, laoshi came in to do shengyun. which i sucks in it-.- well, i can follow. but!!! dont have the feel she wanted. -.- again, i feel failure. sigh. and after shengyun, we did a tuan shan(团扇) dance. i feel damn moody at that time. -.- OMGod!! please!! dont let my emotions affect me! but it always does! RAHHs. save me from it please! i doubt anyone knows im gonna burst out just now. accept naz and shihui, if im not wrong. i told them. i really cant dance in that atmosphere. i almost dump that fan and ran off. im serious! -.- i felt really very empty when i stepped into hk. very empty. no more warmth i use to feel. no more! 也许是我的错但不是所有都是我的错。你们为什么那么的......? 你们是否有想过别人的心情?或感受?!为什么你们一而再的犯这样的错? 我能否留下来呢?在做这个决定时，我很烦闷!留还是走? 我想向那些我叫她们别走的人说对不起。因为我叫你们别走，我却想要走。 这是一个自私的决定。我非常抱歉。
p.s RUILING!!! this is for you. imissyou! not a little but a tons!! faster come back please. dont get lazy in dancing. please?! i really need your help.): i need your listening ears. im sorry. i've rely on you in dance for so long. sigh...
yes, im sick for like about a week?! and this the first time i sick so long? i got virus infection): sigh. well, now i know something. a BIG NEWS. is it a real one or not? do you believe in 'Karma'? i do believe. no one in this world is perfect. everyone do make mistake. so do YOU. im seen as a bad person. a real bad one. am i?!i think what jade says is true.
i have try all those crying. i have try those silent screams. nothing help much. im not a good friend to you and everyone? am i? sigh. no point dwelling all the past isnt it? i dont know how to put in words now. im in a mess! my mind is corrupted!! im sorry if im gonna be moody. sorry if i affect you in any sense or means? please do tell me. thanks(: i dont know what else to say now. goodbye.
01:31
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
im missing you again my dear boy):
23:40
today nothing special. hahas. only went out and came home. bored is the only word i could describe how i spend is it during the hols. hahas. well, meet stacy at city hall. im late, hahas! never fail though. went orchard, call justin where he is, he still at home. and say wait till we think where to go then call him. hahas. so we went AMK hub. then stacy bring me go eat 'Go , go frank'! its nice la. hahas. tml gonna go north vista with her. hahas. EARLY!! sigh! after meeting justin, we went dhoby ghaut. walk walk nothing much lor. then went secret recipe ask if thers vacancies. there is but im not yet 16. 2 more months only also cannot meh?! shit la! december go back work how long only? siaos! well, so i went to the precious thots and see birthday cards. then justin came with an elephant. hehes. super cute can! i like that elephant!!! :DD after seeing the cards, went to find the elephant. saw SIX!!! i love ALL!! :DD hahas. so now i saw SEVEN elephant that i wished i could owned it:DD hehes. provided my bed got space for them? hahas. have bahs? then walk again. its BORED okay! then she went thai express again. ask. hahas. then i walk and walk. finding something. saw the elmo shop! :DD RED is cool man. then walk and walk. waited for nadine and they went to eat dinner:DD the food they eat seems delicious. i din have mine cos house got cook(: hahas. after dinnes, they both go washroom. and the food court got one uncle, talk super loud as if he at home. -.- then we took some photos. hahas. then we went home. i walk home. cos i want to be alone for that awhile though. tired plus deep in thought plus alot alot thing going round and round. sigh. ): seems emo-ing huh? no im not! hahas. went home, have my dinner then ice cream:DD and now am blogging. a boring life right? yeah, i know. ): talk to my pri sch friend on msn. super blood boil! talk to her nicely then she talk like i owe her?! well people changed. -.- still remember the days in pri sch lor. now you... sigh, no point saying. -.- i just cant stop sigh-ing. gonna bath and sleep. tml gonna wake up super early. goodbye people(: nights.
22:56
Monday, October 13, 2008
i miss you): sigh. you cant see this though.
you cant hear me, you cant see me...
everything lies on me or you? im confused! i cant stop thinking of you. im trying hard to get you out of my mind though. ): its miserable in the inside!
where are you?!!!!!! do i need you? i wish i could brain wash myself and forget everything.
i wait. i will wait till you know me? wait till some one elses convinces me? (jolyn knows what i mean)
there is 3words and 1 meaning awaiting for me to tell you):
23:25
went st anthony today:DD the kids were adorable! but naughty. hahas. had so call lunch with ms jenny and pepsi. i remember a girl call me yellow teacher. -.- GAHHS! hahas. went to stacy house take her thing plus a short nap. hahas. then went lucky plaza ask my contacts thing. it cost 100 bucks for one side): super expensive. cos its hard lens what. hahas. thanks bev:DD eat fishball noodles at there. the fishball is nice(: after that stacy went home with her mummy. then i went taka find aiai. went cini to eat her dinner at LJS. then we chatted and laughed. hahas. went walk walk awhile. she super cute and funny. hahas. then i went home and rot? hahas. got to go off now. tired. nights people.
22:33
Friday, October 10, 2008
i want tough practices; i want the music to go on; i want to be a ballerina; i want to be th best out of the best; may i or may i not?
my mind is in a mess now. deep in thoughts. many many thoughts. im far too sensitive la. ahas. let me cool down? a pack of ices to put on my head eh? ahas. where are you? will you be there? p.s not the person you think he or she is. only i know. because i know myself more clearly than you.
00:12
Thursday, October 09, 2008
okay people, my blog is really dying. hahas. im officially free from exams:DD super happy(: well, met jolyn and mickey yesterday after their work. they were eating at lucky plaza mac though. bought sundae. chocolate one of course! hahas. super hyper. they know what i did. hahas. and that jolyn, say; after i got my 1st month salary we go clark quay sit the bungee jump okay? hahas. i told her; NO! i will scream man! and your ear will burst. hahas. im hunting for job now(: hahas. gonna enjoy life? nahhs, kidding la:DD bored, bored, bored!!! hungry,hungry, hungry): hahas. anyhoos, going out soon. hahas. i update again. hahas. especially those post after that prelim post yeah. hahas. and i will post pictures!! :DD hehes. well, after i got my job, after my first pay, im gonna do the thing listed below:DD ~//edited
1.pay my debts? hahas. my bills, dance fund and those people? 2.SHOPPING,EAT,PLAY 3.buy bangles, Bangles and BANGLES!! 4.those belated presents 5.dance shoe
hols is here. ): and i miss dancing): i shall list what i wanna do when im free? hahas.
1.dance 2.dance and dance 3.dance till my feet is sore! 4.those intensive dance practices 5.those painful jibengong 6.my wish to be grant in 2 years.(zina knows it) p.s i dont think i will):
nothing much to say le. hahas. i dont want to continue this post though. hahas. sigh. missing the days, missing the laughters and everything. ):
17:31
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Monday, October 27, 2008
should i bid goodbye to the love? should i bid goodbye to you?
02:11
alone, from a isolated land.
sat 25/10 went dance later today. hahas. was late for jibengong. so decided to meet up with jocelene. hahas. she went tpy with jiawen and we met at OCK. hahas. super funny. the weather is so hot! well, my cute bugsbunny bought me aixin food. hahas. thank you:DD iloveyou, you know(: we went there, do some warm up ourselves and joined them on the barre work. hahas. i look dumb and stupid doing those. hahas. i keep forgetting! GAHHs! sigh. maybe im not suppose to be a dancer? maybe i dont have a dancers brain? ahas. well, thats crap! hahas. i feel so empty when i cant do a proper zhuan, with xi tui also. and also peng zi zhuan. -.- i feel so dumb and useless at that point of time. because, its been so long. im not good in dance. anything! only that im flexible in somethings? but not everything like a rubber?! or mrs incredible? im not an extraodinary girl. so what that my arms can go 360 degree? thats nothing in beijing dance academy?... i felt very very very empty. super duper! okay! no one knows how i feel. yes! i mean it!
p.s jocelene, please dont quit okay. dont quit because of me. not worth okay. we both share the same passion. if we dont have the same passion, i dont think i will know you. i promise i will think twice okay. but you too, promise you ont leave. okay?
sun 26/10
today went hk again. for grade 10 of cos?! hahas. that new dance is super cute! hahas. thanks shihui:DD thanks for teaching me(: sigh. you know how i feel yeah? sigh. i thought of leaving after that. BUT, we gonna dance my favourite dance:DD 摆手女儿家:DD ilove it! hahas. change position le): yanhui): where are you): the tallies people, you not around le): GAHHs. after 摆手, i thought of leaving. i ask naz should i stay. she say anything if im not wrong? sigh. i stay in the end. we do loads of jump jump jump thing. hahas. i must know how to do it by next week! jiayou bahs(: sigh. after that, laoshi came in to do shengyun. which i sucks in it-.- well, i can follow. but!!! dont have the feel she wanted. -.- again, i feel failure. sigh. and after shengyun, we did a tuan shan(团扇) dance. i feel damn moody at that time. -.- OMGod!! please!! dont let my emotions affect me! but it always does! RAHHs. save me from it please! i doubt anyone knows im gonna burst out just now. accept naz and shihui, if im not wrong. i told them. i really cant dance in that atmosphere. i almost dump that fan and ran off. im serious! -.- i felt really very empty when i stepped into hk. very empty. no more warmth i use to feel. no more! 也许是我的错但不是所有都是我的错。你们为什么那么的......? 你们是否有想过别人的心情?或感受?!为什么你们一而再的犯这样的错? 我能否留下来呢?在做这个决定时，我很烦闷!留还是走? 我想向那些我叫她们别走的人说对不起。因为我叫你们别走，我却想要走。 这是一个自私的决定。我非常抱歉。
p.s RUILING!!! this is for you. imissyou! not a little but a tons!! faster come back please. dont get lazy in dancing. please?! i really need your help.): i need your listening ears. im sorry. i've rely on you in dance for so long. sigh...
yes, im sick for like about a week?! and this the first time i sick so long? i got virus infection): sigh. well, now i know something. a BIG NEWS. is it a real one or not? do you believe in 'Karma'? i do believe. no one in this world is perfect. everyone do make mistake. so do YOU. im seen as a bad person. a real bad one. am i?!i think what jade says is true.
i have try all those crying. i have try those silent screams. nothing help much. im not a good friend to you and everyone? am i? sigh. no point dwelling all the past isnt it? i dont know how to put in words now. im in a mess! my mind is corrupted!! im sorry if im gonna be moody. sorry if i affect you in any sense or means? please do tell me. thanks(: i dont know what else to say now. goodbye.
01:31
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
im missing you again my dear boy):
23:40
today nothing special. hahas. only went out and came home. bored is the only word i could describe how i spend is it during the hols. hahas. well, meet stacy at city hall. im late, hahas! never fail though. went orchard, call justin where he is, he still at home. and say wait till we think where to go then call him. hahas. so we went AMK hub. then stacy bring me go eat 'Go , go frank'! its nice la. hahas. tml gonna go north vista with her. hahas. EARLY!! sigh! after meeting justin, we went dhoby ghaut. walk walk nothing much lor. then went secret recipe ask if thers vacancies. there is but im not yet 16. 2 more months only also cannot meh?! shit la! december go back work how long only? siaos! well, so i went to the precious thots and see birthday cards. then justin came with an elephant. hehes. super cute can! i like that elephant!!! :DD after seeing the cards, went to find the elephant. saw SIX!!! i love ALL!! :DD hahas. so now i saw SEVEN elephant that i wished i could owned it:DD hehes. provided my bed got space for them? hahas. have bahs? then walk again. its BORED okay! then she went thai express again. ask. hahas. then i walk and walk. finding something. saw the elmo shop! :DD RED is cool man. then walk and walk. waited for nadine and they went to eat dinner:DD the food they eat seems delicious. i din have mine cos house got cook(: hahas. after dinnes, they both go washroom. and the food court got one uncle, talk super loud as if he at home. -.- then we took some photos. hahas. then we went home. i walk home. cos i want to be alone for that awhile though. tired plus deep in thought plus alot alot thing going round and round. sigh. ): seems emo-ing huh? no im not! hahas. went home, have my dinner then ice cream:DD and now am blogging. a boring life right? yeah, i know. ): talk to my pri sch friend on msn. super blood boil! talk to her nicely then she talk like i owe her?! well people changed. -.- still remember the days in pri sch lor. now you... sigh, no point saying. -.- i just cant stop sigh-ing. gonna bath and sleep. tml gonna wake up super early. goodbye people(: nights.
22:56
Monday, October 13, 2008
i miss you): sigh. you cant see this though.
you cant hear me, you cant see me...
everything lies on me or you? im confused! i cant stop thinking of you. im trying hard to get you out of my mind though. ): its miserable in the inside!
where are you?!!!!!! do i need you? i wish i could brain wash myself and forget everything.
i wait. i will wait till you know me? wait till some one elses convinces me? (jolyn knows what i mean)
there is 3words and 1 meaning awaiting for me to tell you):
23:25
went st anthony today:DD the kids were adorable! but naughty. hahas. had so call lunch with ms jenny and pepsi. i remember a girl call me yellow teacher. -.- GAHHS! hahas. went to stacy house take her thing plus a short nap. hahas. then went lucky plaza ask my contacts thing. it cost 100 bucks for one side): super expensive. cos its hard lens what. hahas. thanks bev:DD eat fishball noodles at there. the fishball is nice(: after that stacy went home with her mummy. then i went taka find aiai. went cini to eat her dinner at LJS. then we chatted and laughed. hahas. went walk walk awhile. she super cute and funny. hahas. then i went home and rot? hahas. got to go off now. tired. nights people.
22:33
Friday, October 10, 2008
i want tough practices; i want the music to go on; i want to be a ballerina; i want to be th best out of the best; may i or may i not?
my mind is in a mess now. deep in thoughts. many many thoughts. im far too sensitive la. ahas. let me cool down? a pack of ices to put on my head eh? ahas. where are you? will you be there? p.s not the person you think he or she is. only i know. because i know myself more clearly than you.
00:12
Thursday, October 09, 2008
okay people, my blog is really dying. hahas. im officially free from exams:DD super happy(: well, met jolyn and mickey yesterday after their work. they were eating at lucky plaza mac though. bought sundae. chocolate one of course! hahas. super hyper. they know what i did. hahas. and that jolyn, say; after i got my 1st month salary we go clark quay sit the bungee jump okay? hahas. i told her; NO! i will scream man! and your ear will burst. hahas. im hunting for job now(: hahas. gonna enjoy life? nahhs, kidding la:DD bored, bored, bored!!! hungry,hungry, hungry): hahas. anyhoos, going out soon. hahas. i update again. hahas. especially those post after that prelim post yeah. hahas. and i will post pictures!! :DD hehes. well, after i got my job, after my first pay, im gonna do the thing listed below:DD ~//edited
1.pay my debts? hahas. my bills, dance fund and those people? 2.SHOPPING,EAT,PLAY 3.buy bangles, Bangles and BANGLES!! 4.those belated presents 5.dance shoe
hols is here. ): and i miss dancing): i shall list what i wanna do when im free? hahas.
1.dance 2.dance and dance 3.dance till my feet is sore! 4.those intensive dance practices 5.those painful jibengong 6.my wish to be grant in 2 years.(zina knows it) p.s i dont think i will):
nothing much to say le. hahas. i dont want to continue this post though. hahas. sigh. missing the days, missing the laughters and everything. ):
17:31
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yes, im sick for like about a week?! and this the first time i sick so long? i got virus infection): sigh. well, now i know something. a BIG NEWS. is it a real one or not? do you believe in 'Karma'? i do believe. no one in this world is perfect. everyone do make mistake. so do YOU. im seen as a bad person. a real bad one. am i?!i think what jade says is true.
i want tough practices;
