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Days continue to pass, stars continue to shine.


This pain has been lost, in the depth of me.


Thursday, May 28, 2009

academice results ):

today was another moody day. thought im late again as i plannned but im not. ahas. then reached school. same thing, did temperature taking and all. blablabla~ well, went to mdm c room, was sleepy plus hungry. so decided to go down to buy food. but saw mdm s then went up. awhile later, justin and javier and alicia wanted to go down, so i went down too. the guys went to buy the food. alicia and i waited at the cca notice board there. then we went up after buying everything. finish eating my breakfast, then soon... *snores snores* i fell asleep. :/ lazy bum!! i sleep till recess is over so i skipped my recess.hmmm, my leg and hand go numb and cramp. :/ when i wanted to start working, i stoned again-.- dumb nut! justin let me listen another song today. the middle by jimmy something one. quite true? then went mdm s class, talk about pms later. hahas. im prepared for the worse. waited in school, sis bought me subway. :DDDDDD NO TOMATOES IS A TORTURE!):

ate finish and went uo with mum, kathleen, thomas and val. mdm s didnt mention anything negative on me. and says my conduct very good, committments all very good but my academic very poor. :( SIGH. i deprove alot alot! my god!! i seriously need help! GAHHS. sigh. mdm s and ms z very disappointed with my results. cos i can score better than what i get now-.- ms z knows im different from the past. as in she can see i quieten down in her class. oh my.. and i need and must mug hard from now on!

alright gonna go sleep now, goodnight(:

23:05



Automatic Loveletter — Hush lyrics

Automatic Loveletter — Hush lyrics

This is as quiet as it gets
Hush down now
Go to sleep
We were once perfect me and you
Will never leave this room

H H H Hush
You color my eyes red
Your loves not live it's dead
This letters written itself inside out again
When rivers turn to roads and lovers become trends
H H H Hush this is where it ends

This is the calming before the storm
This absolution is always incomplete
It's always bittersweet

H H H Hush
You color my eyes red
Your loves not live it's dead
This letters written itself inside out again
When rivers turn to roads and lovers become trends
H H H Hush this is where it ends

I wont make a sound so you don't wake
Don't wake don't wake you don't wake you don't wake

Hush
You color my eyes red
Your loves not live it's dead
This letters written itself inside out again
When rivers turn to roads and lovers become trends
H H H Hush this is where it ends
You color my eyes red
Your loves not live it's dead
This letters written itself inside out again
When rivers turn to roads and lovers become trends
H H H Hush this is where it ends
This is where it ends

01:27



hush

heres the link to the music video in youtube. quite nice.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=STkzdgW7ONs

01:14



要怎么对你说我想念着你?

i miss you):

todays lesson still the same. no diff. but something i didnt expect it to happen, it happened. ):
today, i purposely left my house late. cos i wanted to be late for school. but how nice, when i reach tpy, the 238 lane is quite long, i see students from ftp. GAHHS. no chance for me to be late:/ alright. can you imagine? i can actually stone in the bus ride to school which is only 4 stops away? :/ ahas.

thinking of it again. okay. not only in 238, when im my way, im already thinking about it already:/ ahas. reached school, saw my girlfriends sitting at the usual place, din walk up and find them i walk straight to stall 8. walking listlessly or rather i stone while i walk? ahas. pro huh? then bought my 'breakfast' then walk to p.s. sian. then i walk to councillor there. okay its infront of the rock wall-.- GAHHS, okay, stop thinking!

then i didnt sit at the place where sec 5 should be. sat beside danfeng. then after flagraising, justin came. he sit beside me. and i was facing his direction, then when he say very weird then i turn away and started stoning. sigh. then those science teacher like keep haunting us for the ten bucks, and how nice(: i was left with a few dollars to survive. i didnt ask from dad-.- i walk to mdm chang homeroom level. but classroom being used up-.- sec 1 GAHHS. then i was eating my food and mdm k saw and ask. ahas. well, i will get gastric what?-.- nevermind, didnt told her also, so i keep it. and continue when she left:X went into classroom, stone and communicate with alicia using foolscape. hahs. then i told her 930 wake me up so i nap awhile.

i did do my work, before i left for recess. i thought i'll be fine today cos alicia gave me kinder bueno my 'antidote' and sweet. thanks baby, but sorry it sint helping me): so we went off to canteen, was deciding what to eat. saw angela and ken. so, bought some small pieces of food. bought drinks with alicia and went back to eat. ahas. then was listening to justin ipod, cos my going low batt and he offered that i can listen to it. how nice my 'sister' is. ahas. then listen listen, and i swear i din focus on what its singing as in the lyrics, then i was playing with my food, and i tear all of a sudden, i know why. it hurts inside. really. and alicia ask whether i wanna go toilet, i say no, ken ask what happen, i smiled back. i went to the toilet in the end, both my sweeties came along. dont worry. so i went back tried to continue with my food. was feeling damn awful. shu shu saw me. cos he was talking to eileen them. so ya, he know what happen. he came by and wanted to make me laugh but fail.

sigh.. din finish my food. walk to mdm c classroom again. i stopped at level 3 and went into the toilet with alicia. i teared badly. not that extreme. i asked her alot of qns. ): then she answered me back. thanks baby. i tried to cool down, and make it not so obvious that i cry cos justin and javier cannot know. cos... nevermind. then, i tried to keep myself busy with those WS. so ya. justin see what im listening and he find one song for me to hear. i'll post the lyrics later. thanks sister i know you trying to make me be like what i am in the past. after i ask mdm c my qns i went my place, listen to the song while stoning. wanted to cry but i hold back the tears.

GLADYS NG!! you are so hopeless! useless! why didnt you do as what you promise?!! why?!!
you've gotta be strong! stop shedding tears!! Grrr...

sigh, alright readers, i shall drown myself to sleep soon. and yupps, shall do jibengong with my girls tml. i want muscles aches.. i want those pain! i will endure! goodnight peeps.

00:37

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

cant help but wait.

it doesnt affect you right? you are just lying. :/

01:24



its a lullaby, its a beautiful lie

well, i know you aint going to make it happen. then why ask me to wait in the first place?
isnt that selfish? and you are the one that gave false hope and all. and all this came up
one after another? arent you guilty over what you do? it really hurts, you say you know how it feels like. do you really feel it? do you?! you aint thinking for yourself and for me too. what is all this? you tell me? recall everything that you say? can you even remember? how much she resembles you is how much you resembles to me? is it true? it hurts the most was being close. you wouldnt know this feeling, you aint a girl. perhaps, im too naive. serious. immature? for you? ahas. no one is perfect. you are a selfish liar. :/



if you dont try, you will never
know,
if you never know, you will never
move on.
i want to leave it behind,
but i just cant help it.
its holding me back from doing what i
wants.
get out of my freaking head, will
you? GAHHS.
trust me, i say i'll wait, means i'll
wait.

01:10

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

gladys is talking to herself:X

i miss you boy):

how long have it been?
how long have it past?
how long more should i hold on?
how long will this end?

im not emoing!! hahas, but will stone every now and then.

gladys love mother tongue intensive:DDDD
she is doing the paper now:DDD
she wants A1 for her mother tongue:DDDD
she is a good girl.:DDD
she wont break the promise she gave mdm goh(:

toodles:DD

00:26

Thursday, May 21, 2009

i love taylor swift songs:DDD

Taylor Swift — Tied Together With A Smile lyrics Lyricsty.com

nice:DD i like. hahas.

23:53



i've fall down again)':

not too much, not too little. its just deep enough for me to be in this way.

you wont know exactly how i would feel.
you only know the outer cover.
you din fully
understand me.

nothing would change.
i will still be
here.

despite me being there, im hurt by you.


goodbye.

01:10

Thursday, May 14, 2009

trust and believe(:


today was fine. maths paper sucks though): i finally dare to sit at firman bicycle. fyi his my "twin" brother(: we share the same birthday:DD hahas. i was screaming away cos im afraid that i might fall off and get crashed. hahahahas. wonderful imagination:DD meet upe with justin them. claris bring Lilo, her puppy for grooming:DD super cute! hahas. then went nadine house and watch "We got served"? if im not wrong? is about dance:DDD hip-hop:DDD hmmm, reached home and i found out something. ahas.
if i were to be not sincere, do you think i still will befriend with you?
if you were to fully understand me, im just purely having moodswings, every month routine? ahas. you words hurt me. you did not expect it to hurt. but well, it really does!
i know those cold replies no one like it, but im just moody. we din left you behind, we were waiting. but you dont want it. perhaps, im not your really good friend? im wronged in everything.
maybe i've changed? hahs. maybe? i suppose so to? but i can see im more cheerful than before. i've learnt alot this year and last year. i seems to grow up already(: more sensible i suppose? but still childish at times. i've to let hatred to go off my mine. let bygones be bygones. life is too short for us to hate a person for that long. sometimes things may get out of hand but still you cant really help it right? and yupps, im turning into 17 this year, worse stil next year going poly. i've need to learn to be independant and not to rely on anyone else. life is unfair, yes, i agree. not everything will go your way.
everyone go thru up and downs isnt it? i go thru alot. alot about childish things. hahs. everyone have a past. is either a good or a bad one. everyone changed to adapt to their surroundings right? i've also learnt that trusting someone so much, might hurt you alot too.
hmmm, well, perhaps its a random post? but thats what i really feel after i found out somethings. maybe im really that bad that everyone used to hate me? maybe im not really a good girl that Edmund just said in his text, that was suppose to make me feel better. well, in just this one post it aint gonna let me feel better? perhaps im thinking too much? but i dont think so? hahs. alright. gotta go study now.
;goodbye and goodnight to my readers:DDD

00:05

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

how i wish? :D

11 may'09

whoo hooo~ hols:DD in lieu of vesak day(: hmmm, no breakfast today): someone... jolyn know who(: hahas. early morning got two msg. both put aeroplane on me): GAHHS. meet up with justin and others, i study chem(: finally. yifu teached me. i finally understand what i dont in the past. hmmm.. my precious cried): cheer up my dear. you still have me right? be strong, you have to! my shoulder is there for you(: no worries okay. call or text me 24/7 alright. i know you will be reading it. so yupps. love you(: no breakfast got dinner but, am studying so yupps, din meet up. hahas. i can actually remember what i do yesterday:X hahas. usually i dont. hahas.

12 may'09
hmmm, i din sleep well last night. cos yesterday while studying, i drank too much coffee. hahahas. so yupps, studied till 1 and off i go to my lala land. hahs. did the usual thing. take temperature, go hall and sat for chemistry paper. hahas. i know how to do. not all but at least i know how to(: i dont want the results to be like common test): BOOS! thumbs down! hahas. this time round hope its a thumbs up(: hahas. but still i scared i will still flunk): sigh. gonna really mug hard during june hols. i can do it! hmmm, currently im blogging at jolyn house(: just now laugh till damn hard in school, she know why. hahas. then we left school and walked to her house(: gonna go meet up with them and study geog and pratice on my maths(: wish me lucks peeps. alright,shall stop here now(:

goodbye readers.

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13:55

Sunday, May 10, 2009

i love you mommy:DDD

Happy Mother Day:DDD

mummy, thanks for the care and love you gave.
though i was naughty i know you still love me:DD
hahahas. iloveyou(:

went home after studying(: kiss mummy when i reached home. hahahas. not like we dont kiss. hahahahs. well hope you love the cake sis bought that day(: hope you enjoy. love you mummy(: my day was fine. rushed home to watch Harper's Island:DDD i missed it last week. i fell in love with americans show suddenly. hahahs. but my sis know i cant catch what they say:X oops. thats embarassing, but yeah. i will catch up hor! hmmmm, nothing much to say. gonna stop here. goodbye readers(:

23:55

Saturday, May 09, 2009


8 may'09

happy birthday to Russell(: my big big brother:D

english paper ended at 940am(: hahahahas. super early(: after exams, rot in school awhile then went aiai house(: hahahas. have been going to her house after our papers nowadays. hahas. we laugh alot(: thanks my dear girl(: then after she bath and everything, we took 157 to boon lay. hahas, hidayah idea, cos she want go somewhere far away. well, we aint crazy okay. at least we could distress awhile? hahas. i love them both alot:DDD not forgetting my other friend alright:DDD hmm, i have been thinking on something too. ahas. im not emo-ing anymore. more of happy anbd carefree le(: i laugh, i joke, i play. just like the usual me(: dont worry friend, to all whom have been worrying for me. thanks peeps.

hmmm, so after boon lay, hidayah went her grandaunt house. left me an jolyn(: hahas. she accompany me home. i need to thank her la(: hahahahas. you know what right? we talk alot on our way back.. then sis call and asked me to go collect mother's day cake(: hahas, mummy sense something suspicious already. :X oops.

hmmm, meet up with my beloved nana and walked over to NAFA Lee Foundation Theatre to watch the dance performance(: end about 9 plus. they went to eat bean curd while i went to meet my friend:DDDD hahas.

watched movie and walked home(: i enjoyed the movie hor! hahas. and yupps, thanks for everything:DDD those talks, encouragement and everything, thank you. i will try not to speak singlish arhs. hahahahas. thats funny. :DDD

thats how my friday is(: hahas. i enjoy my day today, thanks to all my precious friend :DDD

goodnight readers(:

00:38

Monday, May 04, 2009


alright, today official start of mid year exams): im afraid i fail again. sigh...

4/5/09--->english paper 1; chinese paper 1

5/5/09--->chinese paper 2

6/5/09--->physics paper 2; social studies

7/5/09--->maths paper 1

8/5/09--->english paper 2

12/5/09--->chemistry paper 4; physics/chemistry paper 1 and 3

13/5/09--->geography; maths paper 2

14/5/09--->food and nutrition and Values Education

hahas. sigh, have been studying at the usual place; braddell kfc or the library. hahas. stone is the usual thing i do(: hahas. i can even eat and stone:DDD hahahahas. well, im just being random. nothing much better to type already. gonna turn in soon. hahas. goodnights readers(:

23:23

Sunday, May 03, 2009


study group as usual. then went off early to meet Stacy. bought Ivonn present then we took train. hahas. hope she like that present? hahas. she's holding a chalet at pasir ris(: went there and found out only two of her friend and her bf was there only. the others came later. we all watch X man on channel 5. hahas. then about ten plus, cut cake. hahas. early celebration(: went home with ShiHui and Stacy. hahas. walked alone again. hahas. (: thanks for inviting:DDD hope you enjoyed your day.

nights; bye readers

11:44

Friday, May 01, 2009

Labour Day = Happy Day:DDD

today was fine. spend half of my day with sis and her bf(: ent cck to find them. wanted to play tennis but court was being used up by other people. sigh... then we went jacuzzi instead cos pool was closed too cos faeces was found in the pool. eewww... :/

went up to thomas house and bath. sis help me. then i borrowed her towel to dry my long long hair. hahahahs. then we played wii. hahas. fun(: at least i enjoyed and not stone. and i feel bad for not meeting justin they all. cos suppose to pass him his jacket and lend him facial wash. hahas. then we went lot 1 to get my stuff:DD sis paid for it(: thanks lots.

then bought snack from mac and off we go. they went home while i go lasalle to see graduation show? hahas. i almost late arhs. hahas. lucky sis agreed on sending me over there. lucky thomas got car:DD thanks lots!!!

after lasalle dance performance, we went to eat supper. bugis there. went home alone): hahas. but got jocelene accompany me on the phone(: thanks girl. hahas. thats my day(: hahas.

toodles readers:DD

23:34


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