today was quite fine? im sweating like hell the whole day. hoping that it would rain but it didnt. GAHHS. well... hmmm, maths remedial was alright. mdm sin was very disappointed as the class is noisy. some were late and make alot of noises.-.- hahas.

after maths, walk to central, alicia went home to get her dance stuff and i met jolene to go back school as i went to buy laoshi's chrysanthemum tea. hahas. bought my food and back to school. and you know what? the mac aunty thought im from china-.- GAHHS. do i look like one? hahas. half way back, got a call from laoshi. she wants porridge and tea. so when i reach, went to the market and find the porridge. walk up and down, round and round. hahas. was sweating like-.- hahas. then got the food, walk to school asap. settle down then jolene helped me pulled the table to put the food. then i pack my stuff and went to the toilet.

dance was alright but i just dont ike the ending? -.- sigh.... dont wanna elaborate it. cant complain though. hahahas. :/ well, shall keep mum... dance ended. got a sms from justin. he ask whether wanna discuss class tee. wow, some people know it but din ask me to go. ahas. :/ went there saw yifu-.- GAHHS. hahas. then talk about class tee. stupid firman. fyi, he is my twin brother. cos we shared the same birthday:DD hahas.

then we change location to fork and spoon. they ate their dinner. only hidayah and i din eat. hahas. ooh, i think joey also. then discuss on the class tee again. the base colour and everything. i like keanu's drawing:DD hahahas. i think our class will be the unique one? will it be? hahas.. went off first with hidayah. by right meeting _______. but too bad. hahas.

im tired. :O gonna sleep soon. hmmm, shall end here bahs. goodnight readers:DD

hmmm, today was alright(: everything was fine? i suppose so? hahas. hmmmm, was late for remedial again, rushed down. justin helped me buy milk. from shop and save i think? hahas. then ate my medicine in canteen then went up to mdm sin's homeroom. lesson started. quite fun la. hahas. she damn funny and cute! hahahs. called jolene ask her what time she coming. met her in central, bought laoshi stuff and went fairprice get my stuff and went back school. ahas. dance started. partner went hong kong): she leave me alone): hahas. can see laoshi very anxious about our school. cos alot people never come again. ): sigh.

come on girls, we can do it. all of us wants to get GOLD right? well, GOLD with honour is better still. lets work hard for it alright:DD jiayou!!! and sharon, GOOD JOB! :DD dont fred over the things that happen during dance camp kays. you did well girl:DD you put in effort. even laoshi say so:DD we love you, like what mdm tan say.

hmmm, dance ended. went out. took train with jolene. my look-alike sis. hahahas. watch movie and back homed. sigh.): well, i dont know what im really worrying about. alot of things running in my head. im gonna go arab street get dance stuff too. and i dont know where the exact place it is. GAHHS. gonna explore. hahas.

alright readers, gonna sleep soon. if not i'll overslept again:X hahas. goodnight peeps:DD

iloveyou:X

hols started(: but there is still lesson in school. went back for physics today. was late for remedial-.- rushed down. ahas. then do some practical work. hahas. after which, it was pouring at tpy. waited in school awhile with alicia, javier, joey, zhuonian,brandon,firman. then me and alicia stood up and say we wanna go off first. then they were like -.- cos actually we wanted to go enter mac to eat. hahas. then we reach central, acc alicia to see bag. cos she's finding a bag for her brother and herself.

hahas. then train-ed to woodlands, waited for jocelene awhile then we went lot 1. hahas. window shopping round and round. hahas. then we went in and out of diff fast food restaurant. then we decided to eat long john. cos i want eat the cheese:DD talk alot. hahas. super full. then continue to walk. hahas. till our legs are tired. then we went back cwp.

window shop again. ahas. then went mac i bought my ice cream cos was not feeling real good. then she bought her bbt. hahas. and we walk round and round. waited till 7 plus. something happen. well, im still not sure why must it be in this way. sigh. but anyway, hope nothing will happen. we both finally found a place to sit. its outside G2000.

and she cant stop all her crapness. hahas. thanks to her. make me laugh non stop.
thanks sweetie for always being there:DD 24/7 eh:DD love you:DD till eight plus, she waited awhile with me then i go take train. hahas. i keep telling her i was afraid that something might happen. then she say, no worries she's there. she can drag me to the ladies. then i ask you watch too much la bi xiao xin arhs. hahahas. :X

but still i insist to stop msging. as i cant stand the cold replies. then my dear girl text me. cos she reached home already. and she continue to entertain me:DD hahas.

im afraid that i cant concentrate today too. but still i did. and manage to do my work. hahas. i scared i cry again. but i didn't. i must be a strong girl:DD hmmmm, nothing much to say le. gonna pack my stuff for tml. goodbye readers:DD

my dear girl, jocelene,
thanks for everything:DD thanks for accompanying me today:DD
if not i really will rot and think alot at home. iloveyou girl!
by saying thanks without doing anything also no use. hahas. i
also dot know do what. meet up again kays. goodnight:DD

ooh well, im injured-.- cant do pe for two weeks. anyway, next week is hols so is only one week. next fri need to go back the clinic again. sigh. cant dance too): and whats more i cry during dance camp. only jocelene and a few know why? ahas. i doubt no one understands how it feels. hahs. some kind of bad things is happening? ahas. and i dont know what to do. some emotional stuff is going on. i dont know why? and thats very sudden. how do i feel now? i dont know too. ahas. i dont know what im thinking recently? ahas. common test results sucks-.- everything seems to be upside down. i want to cry, out loud, for this one last time? i really dont know what to do. no one seems to understand what im saying, how i feel. people around me just ask me
1) ignore them, 2) dont think too much. this two thing is the common thing i heard. ahas. even the one i love.... sigh, nothing. why i dont want to say things out, there will be a reason behind it, isnt it? my mind is blank now la. cant think of anything now. im all mixed up! just came back from dance camp. ooh, its a two day one night camp in school. ahas. sigh, now i feel super emotional, ahas. useless, BOOS! i can cry anytime. hmmm, i think im gonna stop here. nights.










i really dont know what to say now. but i feel bad.
really very bad. okay, im not using my brain. ahas.
i dont know what happen to me to forget things so fast recently.
i've been emotional, feel like crying whenever im in dance room/studio.
im useless for crying and crying and crying. ahas. nothing changes.
people dont know how i feel, so does you.
i feel very bad now. ahas.

jocelene,
thanks for being there for me. i really appreciate it.
sometimes, i really wish you were in my school.
for at least a while? to talk to me. to accompany me.
in school it sucks like hell. ahas. shan't elaborate.

zina,
my buddy:DD you too like jocelene, is there for me to talk to.
ahas. but too bad, some things we are not able to do. ahas. i love you both(:

everything i've done is all rubbish. its not worth of remembering.
ahas. i really gonna stop now. not feeling really well.