Saturday, November 28, 2009
and yeah, in about 13 more hours time, i'll be dancing again like before in huay kuan:DD cant wait to touch the barres again, doing all those stuns. hahahas! well, i think i have deproved a lot! ): bad sign! i must do what i can and do all those i couldnt that time(:
alright, i shall go to bed soon. shall update again tml(:
goodnight darlings(:
im sorry. im sorry for what i've did. im sorry to hurt you. and now perhaps im hurting myself more. goodnight.*//edited @ 2.32am;29nov//*
today dance was fine:D everything goes well. alright, i didnt deproved that much though. i only deproved on my legs. perhaps due to my injury? my muscle is so tense. ahas:/ well, my *yao didnt tui bu:DD *winks* hahahas! though im happy but my leg still): hmmm, tml gonna go for dance again:D and this time round i need to be in both day dance class(: im in a mixed feeling though. sigh. i cant do my turns well. so what now? rahhs! and also there is only one reason why i dont want to go sunday class): rahhs! so how long must i avoid these situations?! like what ah rui says? 3 years? and 3 damn years which means there is 36 months? sigh. lets just continue being strangers eh?! ahas! and what aaron said seriously make me think back. perhaps seriously im too sensitive? but sooner or later laoshi will know, cos i might tell her? or perhaps
quit after dance night 9? sigh. should i just leave like this? how?! how?! how?! well, everything must have the solution and i must find it. so ya.. whatever, i'll just find it soon. sigh. alright. i shall post about what happened tml bahs. my eyelid is so heavy now): imma gonna go sleep now. goodnight darlings.
Labels: love to cherish before its gone
02:32
Friday, November 27, 2009
hello darlings:D im back from the trip to genting:D i had quite some fun despite being unhappy over somethings. :/ the theme park games is seriously awesome! i shall go there again:DDD hahahas! and i would like to apologies to my lovely pri sch mates. sorry for not attending the celebration that your held for me and colin, hope you guys had fun on that day:D
well, saw quite a no. of things that i like but didnt buy though. and along the trip, ive been thinking and stoning and sleeping. and also perhaps stoning about the past that had gone. suddenly got a lot of random thoughts. thanks ms toh for comforting me. i feel quite abit better than before. but im still on the verge of breaking down. sigh. you see you see! emo again:/ sigh!
cant we both just talk? and stop being strangers?! you dont feel anything and yes i know you wouldnt! but still im a human, human do have feelings. now ive found out that whenever i talk about this issue with any of my friends, none will pay attention to what im talking. perhaps this is a serious mistake that ive made? but i just dont know why.
well, it wouldnt get any better now! ): its all my fault! think i gonna get an early rest now. no point thinking about it though,
you wouldnt be back.
ooh, i'll be posting the pictures up soon in fb:D and perhaps a few in my blog. gonna go now. goodnight my dear.
Labels: you wouldnt hold me tight anymore
00:06
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
hello earthlings, im back on posting:D well, today i went to Winsland House 1 to get my hamper:D my two dearest babes accompanied me of cos. and seriously words cant explain or say how i treasure the both of them. they taught me stuff too(:
well, after listening to the job thingy me and xuany headed to eat my late lunch, while jo went back home to do her cooking:D went to velocity with xuany, bought stuff thats needed for the trip to genting:D home at last, ate my dinner, and i finally got to eat pig trotter in vinegar:DD hahahas! sudden crave for it though. i baked teddy bear biscuits too:DD hahas! damn cute. but the quantity not a lot. shall bake it again and give my two babes and bugs bunny to try:DDDD love them alot alot. same goes to my zinana:X
ooh,ooh, i wanna try baking cake too:DD hehes, who wanna be my guinea pig(: ooh, and also i'll be doing the yam cake again when i get the ingredients:D hehes.just 3 more days and off to genting. cant wait to take tons of pictures with my bunny:D hahahas! hope we all will have fun over there. heard that the weather there is damn cold now. ooh, my): should i get that thick jacket? rahhs! still contemplating. hmmm...
tml i'll be going to sacps to help out for the pri 1 orientation. i can see zina na again:DDD then after that i might be meeting my bunny:D and perhaps get my brows done? and also get my nails painted:DDD hahas. i've been waiting since Os end. and also my hair): imma gonna wait till my bday. then i'll be re borning it and cut bangs:D hehehs:X well well.
again tpy got pasar malam. cotton candy eh:DD but doubt im craving for it anymore. cos its getting sweeter and sweeter. hahahas! i give up on the shoe i wanted. think im gonna save up and buy shoes from queenstown(:
sorry mummy for being rude yesterday.
i know you wont be reading this,
but i still want to apologies here.
thanks for the unconditional love you gave me, the care you gave and everything! iloveyou mummy:D i'll never do that again. promise*
to fj;
never have i knew i still think about the past when i saw you;
im sure these will go off,
bcos im happy with my life now(:
no regrets cos it made you even happier,
im happy for you now, and am giving you both my blessings(:
to gw;
im being foolish to trust you that much at that point of time,
in other words, you mis use the trust i gave you as a friend,
you are not ashamed of what you've did and not a single apologie from you.
i now believe 'forgive and forget', i dont wish to hold any hatred.
dont contact me anymore cos i see no point in it.
if you feel bored or lonely, maybe you could try other friend but not me, thanks(:
being able to walk out of the past, im more than happy.
im glad to have these two babes with me, walking along and guiding me. now that out friendship is stable enough that we know each other very well. thank god for giving me these two friends, i'll treasure them like how i tresure and cherish my family:DD i love you both.
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