8 more days to Os;4 more days to practical and yet im here using the comp?! tml going for tuition, work not done:/ then going to study with the same old peeps. well, even if my blog is left dead here, i doubt there's anyone is coming in and see it. only those that are being invited:/ even if they are, i doubt they did read what ive wrote:/ ahas!

some random things happened. and just. he msged me again? ahas, asking me out for late night movie. why are you so random all the time? ahas!

i dont mean anything evil or angry to what im going to post below but its how i feel.

perhaps the trust we used to have is not there anymore. i dont know what you mean by you are disappointed in fb. if its refering to me, i want to say that i didnt disappoint you this time round but is you who disappoint me. be happy is all i want for you. stay happy and last long alright.(: and i didnt say i dont understand so dont assume.:/

i cant wait to get back to 0409 to dance. till my foot is sore. till i cant take it anymore. oh, no wait, i wont get tired of dancing. perhaps lets change the line to till im panting? hahas. i want to work too! rahhs! get all those debts off me! urgh! damn it!

alright, i should stop now. nothing much to post also. more interesting post will be up after Os bahs? hahas.

goodnight readers, with loves.♥

alright. today after school went to watch 4bia 2 at toa payoh entertainment. the story line quite boring?, but still can go watch arhs. last part is the funniest one. hahas. and, i manage to eat my cotton candy today again:D hahas. well, why must you ignore when people talk to you? ahas! perhaps, im just invisible in some people's eyes:/

some incident happened today:/ ahas! damn embarassing! and stacy was broadcasting to everyone. -.- that is even embarassing. and what zn said is damn.... oh well..

had a talk with samuel when everyone left. im fortunate to have these bunch of friends, espeacially my most precious one. Jolyn, Xuanhui, Weisiang and Mushroom. i dont know how long will our friendship last, because we dont know our future. but i hope it could last as long as it is like now. (:

sometimes am thinking why am i doing all these? am i just a extra person? or rather am i invisible? why am i doing so much to acheive something? i feel dumb! real dumb, for being cheated. not only in friendship but also r/s. :/ im so dumb that i cant handle things properly! being used, betrayed by a friend and yet im smiling to her and talking to her so nicely? sometimes being a bad guy aint a bad thing isnt it? im always the good one, giving in and being bullied by the bad one. you can say that im wrong, but im the person who is the victim, i should know more clearly then you!

oh well, ahas! how great life is huh? nothing is fair. oh, no! is god is fair! (: oh well.. many things happened again. gladys mind is corrupted again! Os is nearing. wish me lucks darling:D hahas.

alright, shall stop here. if im free, i'll be back:DDD miss me alright. goodnights.:D

let it be our memories;
let it stay inside our heart;
and let it become a story in a part of our life.


alright. today this post will be the last one before my Os starts. and right after my Os, it will be public again i suppose:D hahas.

let me hypnotise myself that this is the final round. i need to give it my best shot:D will mug real hard. i know it will be tiring, but in order to acheive good grades. i will! less then one month now. alright people, wish me lucks:DD

went to watch SHHK MoonFest'09 yesterday:D the performance is surperb! hahas. good job people:D ooh, well.. some other unexpected things happened. but well, i wont let it bother me again:D hahas. hmmm, my leg got blister again:/ urgh! and yeah, i needa do some shoppings after Os. be it shoes, sneakers, dance thing, bag, clothing, i want to shop till my legs hurt. hahas.

hmmm, think its kind of random eh? hahas. alright. may those with gf's or bf's, last long with your partner:D smile:DD cheerios(:
alright. see you guys after Os then:DD do tag if there's anything:D hahas. gonna to to bed now. goodnight darling:D

today is friday again. school ended early as usual, had some talk by TP. doze off. hahahas! well, prelims results is atrocious. its very demoralising also. whats the point of studying till so late and cant remember anything at the exam hall? gladys gladys, you seriously need to pull up your socks and buck up. and do your very best!

alright, back to topic. was celebrating two of my precious babes bday the day before. celebration was held at pizza hut. xuanhui bake brownies as their bday cake(: hope everyone have enjoyed themselves. we bought jolyn a bag, ear piece and jac got her a camera:D and xinni, we bought a guess wallet.
we were there for quite some time, and some other customers had no place to settle down. hahahas! an yet one of the customers says our school people is a spoiler. wth?! nevermind.:/

something pissed me off. but i did think over about it. and yes, weisiang you are right. why must i torture myself. and after this one months im not gonna see you guys or rather meet out already, for what i care so much about the feelings of yours?
and due to being soft hearted, thats why people also take advantages to bully me:/ wth! damn freaking asshole can? i dont need you to celebrate my bday with me. i can have fun with my other friend. i dont live for you but myself.

alright just ignore what i've wrote on top.pictures of those bday celebrations will be posted up soon, once i upload it. (: please wait patiently people. hahas.ooh, and brandons' bday. OMG! the sushi is scary! hahas. and its seriously attacking all of us. some have even puke it out. and thanks to the egg-.- i puke out the egg. we had order way too much food! hahas. had fun too:DD

alright, next bday is nadines' and hidayahs' one:D but unfortuanately it falls on our Os paper date. hmmm...

its just one month away ): im still not well prepared though. im afraid that i cant go into the poly i want and the course too. for this one month, i will mug real hard. because i cant afford to fail my Os. ):