AHHHHHHHHHH!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD im ultra happy:DDDDD he talked to me again.. hahahas. like finally? think his at malaysia now? either with his family or is it the backpack trip? sigh... but still... he asked me to drink more water(: hehes. jolyn says at leasts he still cares for me? ahas. as a friend bahs.
hmmm, and i saw this on his profile.. "sometimes, i really dunno why did i let you go G". if it was refering to me, you gonna think about it alright. i didnt blame you for doing so, but i do blame you for hurting me. you know? sigh.. then he change to this. "singapore packs a full load of bad memories, i think i will be at malaysia for good". are you for sure? though there is bad memories, but are you sure you gonna let it al lgo and stay there? i doubt you would?
sigh.. why am i talking about all this when i already say i will get my hell out of his life? grr.... help arhs... sians. just cant help by thinking so so much..
02:56
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
i still think of you as always...
hello friends/ foes/ strangers.. hahahas. i shall start my post in this way next time. hahahas. alright. today wasnt that fine. in the early afternoon, i've already got pissed by somethings. actually just some small matters la. im in the wrong too. ahas. :/ stupid! i mean im stupid to get pissed. :/ argh!!
hmmm, got up late:/ actually not cos my alarm keep ringing and i just snooze it though. hahas. then weisiang keep on spam me. hahas, so got up and text him. so ya. told him overslept. going over soon. so when samuel reach, i went down to city hall to find them and we go to phoon huat to get the jelly powder(: hahas. and we went back to city hall to find yifu them. cos wanted to find birthday cake.
i thought rui rui still works at city hall so i told them is there. but then i just got to know that its a Millenia Walk. sigh. dont wanna talk about it la. ahas. then the two joker and i went to get the present. hahas. then trained down to Pasir Ris. by right we wanted to go Tampines1 but then last min changed plan go there. hahas. went there got cotton candy and blablabla...
help them clear abit of the place. cos its just so messy! :/ then fire started and tada... they started bbq-ing. hahahas. yifu is the chef the whole day. hahahs. my "husband" eh? hahahas. then joey is my "father", javier is my "son" and brandon is our "maid":/ (javier say so) but its just a joke la. hahas. we were just playing.
then i went off at about ten plus with serena(: she dropped me at Potong Pasir(: thank you serena:DDD then i take bus home:DD then i get ready everything. and bathed and now waiting for the jelly to get harden. this time round its different(: this is the "real" jelly. the other time i made one is Agar-Agar. hahas. you know cai yan? hahahas. thats the one i made:DD hahas. alright. hope they are having fun. im going down tml though.
i should turn in now too. hahas. it seems late already eh? hahahas. alright goodnight readers:DDD
i know im gonna think about it. for whatever ive said. all these just cause my sleepless nights this few days. i need to forget about everything. i need to get my brain washed!!!
gladys hates sleepless nights.. >:(
03:04
Friday, June 12, 2009
trying hard..
hello peeps:DDD today was another funny day. i spent half of my day laughing like hell. and you know what? i actually slept at 730 in the morning today:DDD how ironic it is? hahas. well, gladys have not been sleeping well lately. she seems to be suffering from insonmia. ahas. how funny. cos of a fcuking jerk eh? wow, wow... hey! sorry for being vulgar eh:X well, i seems to changed to another person? am i? hahs!
i dont know why am i behaving this way nowadays. hahs! you just changed me to another person. i seems to be in your spell. hahs. it sounds like fairy tale eh? ahas. im that gullible and yet i didnt know. now i understand, now i know. everything is just so real! hahs. this world is just so weird.
hmmm, so i actually slept for 6 hours only? hahs, then woke up. get everything done and off i go to justin's place. think yifu was angry cos when he reach, i was about to wait for bus. hahas. so lonely bus ride again. hahs. copied finish the notes, did understand abit of that chapter. hahas. someone thought i didnt study. hahs. i did hor! then went down to get my super late lunch. hahas. went up eat. then they started using comp again.
yifu almost know who he was, but i denied. oh, well.. im just afraid of.. then they play the word challenge while i played his itouch cooking mama. hahahas. something funny happened too. hahas. i heard it and i stunned for awhile-.- thats stupid okay. and i think it aint possible also. so ya. hahahas. then we left his place at about 10. reached home 10 plus(: cos my bus came first. hahahas. thoughts keep coming back. should i just blow it away?
so who are you refering in your pm? me? ooh, well. if its refering to me, i hope that i can dont care about it. how i wish i could fcuk off from your life. but how sad it is that i cant. and everything just stayed there as it was. you did all those nonsense and want me to forget it like so easily? you are just hoping on it la. just continue flirting with people that you want eh? hahs. i cant believe that you fooled me and played with my feelings and thought it wasnt real. should i just name you under jerk? bastard? or what? but, i wont name you under any of it. cos i know it will hurt me. hahs. how bout thinking back of every thing youvesaid to me? how sweet it was and now, poof! all gone. hahahas. im just like a lil girl eh? hello, mr? go back to your profile, see what exactly have you said in your pm. get it right, get it cleared! grrr...
you simply changed me entirely! -.- idiots!!
i shant talk about it anymore. gonna get back my sleep. and ya, sorry readers for being vulgar. rahh, just cant believe this thing actually happens. but i must thank yifu and justin for the endless laughter that they created. hahahas. alright shall stop here.
hellooo:DDD today i spent my day with my darlings:DDDD suppose go study one hor. that justin go for camp. grrr... okay nevermind. so i was given three days off to go out. once his back, i need to get my ass off to study(: hahahas. so i met up with my babe:DD no la, is my aiai. meet her at tpy then we headed to town. had our late lunch at BBQ chicken:DD cinileisure there. hahahas. her treat. pictures will be up tml i suppose? havent upload yet. so yupps, i owe her a treat.(: so yupps, we went window shopping, she got her top and off we go to tpy again(: i got what i wanted:DDDD and its like finally(: so i walked with her till somewhere near her house that busstop cos she needa go eat dinns with her family so i went back home. went to carrefour with jac(: hahahas. had my java chip. thanks. so we went home after which. was planning where to go again tml.
so someone pop out to talked to me. :DDD im ultra happy. but its just for a short moment. all i have to say is that, everytime you pop by, nothing good gonna happen. you will either hurt me with words or ans me coldly. so what has it got to do with me telling me your going backpack trip with someone? so you two can go back to the past? flirting each other right? im just plain stupid on not heeding justin and javier advice on you people! why cant you leave? or i should say is me clinging on? holding the torch? waiting for miracle? wth is all these things? this is BULLSHIT! can you just leave my freaking mind? you aint helping me. you think faking a smile is easy? you did try before. wow, how nice is she* to treat you in this way. i need to thank her. ahas.
well, its true i cant get you out my freaking head. im thinking of you. so?! no big deal isnt it? do i need to seek permission from you to like you? ahas. thats a joke isnt it? and well, this sentence look familiar. you ask me to wait, and you left. what a joke? ahas. i wrote it in friendster though im using facebook more frequently. well, isnt it true enough? hahs. you this ARGH!! dont wanna mention! you freaking hell!!
hmmm, shant say anymore. blood boils. and having said that, there is another guy who pissed me off too much! i wont say names. hahs. you were busy so? you didnt even leave a msg or anything which i hate it! this is so freaking hell! dont bother whatever you are going to criticize or rather comment. if you want to push the blame to me, i welcome you. cos its not fully my fault! i just cant find happiness between us. and i aint happy when we were together. so why continue? hahs. dont think too highly of youself. oops:X but sorry i needa say that.
hahas. gonna end here. i should cool down now. if you people are to comment that im childish so be it. even the matured one also will have their childish times. hahs. not saying that im matured, im still growing.(: but anyway, shant ruin my mood. i shall go to my lala land. ahas.
dear boy,
i dont mind whatever you gonna say,
but just to let you know, im glad that i know you.
despite me saying why must i know you in the first place, it just hurts.
i wont regret what i've done.
and trust me, for what im saying. and im really waiting.
if any chance you are back with her,
i give you my blessings(:
imy):
02:09
Sunday, June 07, 2009
iloveyou for who you are(:
hello(: today went for the seminar, i admit i almost fall asleep. hahas. but i didnt(: had fun with them(: so after the seminar end, we walk aroun suntec aimlessly, then decided to go find some place to settle down. siping got to go so left us three. we bought some snack ate already then went to fountain there and sit. hahas. angela went to write something. hahahas. had fun:DDD waited for jolyn and pearlyn. chit chatted. just some things i shant elaborate(:
hmmm, then i went off with them. cos angela going somewhere near my house. so went off with her. then xuanhui went home too.
reached home, used comp. hahas. siping suddenly tell me something. and it touched me(: thanks my dear friend(: she said: Dn let anyone and anything stupid affect u ,now juz forcus on studies and get into a really gud course,dn think that it's impossible , cuz u are going to making it possible(can go study chem tgt lols ), ppl dn care/treasure u, juz knw that thr will always be more ppl who will treasure u der (me oso will der ) so muz cheer up ...
hahas, touched:DDD hahas. sians, im so bored!! and that evil justin wrote: she would talk to the wall when told to cos she wants to find out answers. grrrr.. this evil friend of mine. he wrote that cos he ask me go ask the floor. i forgot what is it about. AHH, STM worsening? hahahas. then i told him i rather talk to the wall. this pig! GAHHS. okay, enough. im going to sleep soon. hahas. super bored. going to my lala land soon. elephants waiting there. hahahas. im in love with gadgets nowadays!!! i want a DSLR!!! ):
alright, shall go to bed now.(: goodnights peeps:DDD
a true friend respects you for who you are. they wont expect you to change or do things differently just to please them.
who are your best of friends? those who know your deepest, darkest secrets and have found your major flaws, but love you anyway.
02:15
Saturday, June 06, 2009
dilemma
hello people? im here again. hahas. today after remedial went kim keat to eat with the usual peeps. weisiang, samuel, brandon, justin, javier and munjun. hahas, again im the only girl :/ well, fyi, we all are just good friends, buddy only okay. ahas. well. without them around, i wont be laughing that much. thankfully.(:
javier, weisiang and samuel went central first to find vivian(: she's back from US:DDD so ya, justin and i eat very slow? ahas. then brandon me and justin then go central meet them up. munjun has the holy tissue that save us. :DD hahas thanks!
vivian talk until very ang mo. hahas, she got abit of the tone and the slang-ness. hahas. so we chit chatted for quite while, catch up abit here and there(: then me and justin went off first afterwhich. went home bathed and started using comp? hahas. dont know what to do also. im rotting. today is still the same as before. nothing much happen also. (: im trying to finish watching all the dvds and vcds i have at home. must faster chiong finish. hmmm, then i'll be mugging from like next week(: then my tuition will start on the 20th this month. (: like finally? hehes.
alright, im going for a photography seminar tml:DDD hahas, i want to learn(: so ya, look at the time now. i should be on my bed but yet im here:P okay, i need my beauty sleep now. good night readers(:
im missing you like hell.
thinking of everything that had happen,
its just not going away.
im sorry, i cant promise what you ask me to promise you.
i really cant. for now, just let it be what it is alright.
i'll be here(:
to some particular someone;
you dont owe me an explanation anymore.
i just felt that we aint possible, and i dont think we both suit each other.
i cant commit to one person whom is busy. i seriously cant.
perhaps you think im childish or rather whatever you are thinking,
i cant stop you either.
but i must thank you and that some one, to make me think further,
and make me grow up.
thanks for everything that you've did it for me.
im grateful for all this. all these while.
i agree with what you said. normal friends.
i will also approach you when i've something important to talk about.
ahas, but dont be one that dont talk when we meet. be more friendly(:
01:31
Thursday, June 04, 2009
you told me to wait, and you left. what a joke?
是时候改变自己了。 知道错了就改过。 不管有多少难关我们总要面对。
快崩溃的人总用哭来发泄。 人总在学会放开时慢慢的想通。
is time to think real hard now. gladys had just break down again. not the first time. gladys dont know what to do now. she's messed up with many many things, she's guilty about what she had done. she's thinking so much now. she will be stoning again tml. i mean today cos its past midnight. she wants back the old her. she want back her old laughter and real smile. she doesnt want to frown again. she want everything back to normal. she dont want to let herself down. she wants to be strong. she dont want to break down again for this kinda reason. she wants happiness again. she want back all the good old friends. she want to be more....
i'll get the fcuk out of your life. and stop thinking about you from now on. what the hell is going on?! i seriously cant get back myself on feet! why am i so soft hearted? why am i so gullible?! why the hell im bothering that much? why do i walk past there in order to make myself smile and laugh again?! why?! why am i doing all this? get this fcuk out! and you, pls kindly get out of my freaking mind! i cant stand it!
define friend forever for me someone? define eternity friendship(:
16:07
Wednesday, June 03, 2009
bittersweet memories(':
memories will always be memories isnt it? should i just forget it or?
hmmm, i think i got quite good skills in taking this pic huh? hahas. and i did edited it la. (: i like this pic alot too:DDD success? hehes. well, today was another tired day. went school at eleven plus for SS lecture. GAHHS. the weather is killing me can?!
aftermath, we went for an english seminar. i doze off la-.- sigh. sian. im becoming lazier and lazier. ): what's happening to me?! i needa study now! hmmm, after the seminar, went expo with Angela and Xuan Hui to the food fair. its the last day though. well, im super full afterwhich. and they can still eat you know. ooh my, they are really "大胃王". hmmm, supposedly going to meet Jolyn but she says she cant go home too late? thats weird? argh! nevermind. hmmm, so that two lady went John Little sales and buy stuff.
i saw HEELS!!! i WANT!! GAHHS. but just not my luck. suppose got job one then dont know why no more-.- sians. no income-.- GAHHS. i want to go shopping!!!
i cant wait till next tues(: hahahas. i can see the sun again:DD hope it wont burnt me): though i want to be fair, but still i could play Volley Ball:DDD Charmaine will teach me:DDD
today was quite an enjoyable day. but im way too tired. alright, gonna stop here and crawl into my bed now. hahahahas. goodnights peeps(:
i know i will miss you,
i know it wont be like before,
i know it wont change for now,
but just to let you know,
the feeling is true and never will it fool you.
02:56
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Sunday, June 21, 2009
AHHHHHHHHHH!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD im ultra happy:DDDDD he talked to me again.. hahahas. like finally? think his at malaysia now? either with his family or is it the backpack trip? sigh... but still... he asked me to drink more water(: hehes. jolyn says at leasts he still cares for me? ahas. as a friend bahs.
hmmm, and i saw this on his profile.. "sometimes, i really dunno why did i let you go G". if it was refering to me, you gonna think about it alright. i didnt blame you for doing so, but i do blame you for hurting me. you know? sigh.. then he change to this. "singapore packs a full load of bad memories, i think i will be at malaysia for good". are you for sure? though there is bad memories, but are you sure you gonna let it al lgo and stay there? i doubt you would?
sigh.. why am i talking about all this when i already say i will get my hell out of his life? grr.... help arhs... sians. just cant help by thinking so so much..
02:56
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
hello friends/ foes/ strangers.. hahahas. i shall start my post in this way next time. hahahas. alright. today wasnt that fine. in the early afternoon, i've already got pissed by somethings. actually just some small matters la. im in the wrong too. ahas. :/ stupid! i mean im stupid to get pissed. :/ argh!!
hmmm, got up late:/ actually not cos my alarm keep ringing and i just snooze it though. hahas. then weisiang keep on spam me. hahas, so got up and text him. so ya. told him overslept. going over soon. so when samuel reach, i went down to city hall to find them and we go to phoon huat to get the jelly powder(: hahas. and we went back to city hall to find yifu them. cos wanted to find birthday cake.
i thought rui rui still works at city hall so i told them is there. but then i just got to know that its a Millenia Walk. sigh. dont wanna talk about it la. ahas. then the two joker and i went to get the present. hahas. then trained down to Pasir Ris. by right we wanted to go Tampines1 but then last min changed plan go there. hahas. went there got cotton candy and blablabla...
help them clear abit of the place. cos its just so messy! :/ then fire started and tada... they started bbq-ing. hahahas. yifu is the chef the whole day. hahahs. my "husband" eh? hahahas. then joey is my "father", javier is my "son" and brandon is our "maid":/ (javier say so) but its just a joke la. hahas. we were just playing.
then i went off at about ten plus with serena(: she dropped me at Potong Pasir(: thank you serena:DDD then i take bus home:DD then i get ready everything. and bathed and now waiting for the jelly to get harden. this time round its different(: this is the "real" jelly. the other time i made one is Agar-Agar. hahas. you know cai yan? hahahas. thats the one i made:DD hahas. alright. hope they are having fun. im going down tml though.
i should turn in now too. hahas. it seems late already eh? hahahas. alright goodnight readers:DDD
i know im gonna think about it. for whatever ive said. all these just cause my sleepless nights this few days. i need to forget about everything. i need to get my brain washed!!!
gladys hates sleepless nights.. >:(
03:04
Friday, June 12, 2009
hello peeps:DDD today was another funny day. i spent half of my day laughing like hell. and you know what? i actually slept at 730 in the morning today:DDD how ironic it is? hahas. well, gladys have not been sleeping well lately. she seems to be suffering from insonmia. ahas. how funny. cos of a fcuking jerk eh? wow, wow... hey! sorry for being vulgar eh:X well, i seems to changed to another person? am i? hahs!
i dont know why am i behaving this way nowadays. hahs! you just changed me to another person. i seems to be in your spell. hahs. it sounds like fairy tale eh? ahas. im that gullible and yet i didnt know. now i understand, now i know. everything is just so real! hahs. this world is just so weird.
hmmm, so i actually slept for 6 hours only? hahs, then woke up. get everything done and off i go to justin's place. think yifu was angry cos when he reach, i was about to wait for bus. hahas. so lonely bus ride again. hahs. copied finish the notes, did understand abit of that chapter. hahas. someone thought i didnt study. hahs. i did hor! then went down to get my super late lunch. hahas. went up eat. then they started using comp again.
yifu almost know who he was, but i denied. oh, well.. im just afraid of.. then they play the word challenge while i played his itouch cooking mama. hahahas. something funny happened too. hahas. i heard it and i stunned for awhile-.- thats stupid okay. and i think it aint possible also. so ya. hahahas. then we left his place at about 10. reached home 10 plus(: cos my bus came first. hahahas. thoughts keep coming back. should i just blow it away?
so who are you refering in your pm? me? ooh, well. if its refering to me, i hope that i can dont care about it. how i wish i could fcuk off from your life. but how sad it is that i cant. and everything just stayed there as it was. you did all those nonsense and want me to forget it like so easily? you are just hoping on it la. just continue flirting with people that you want eh? hahs. i cant believe that you fooled me and played with my feelings and thought it wasnt real. should i just name you under jerk? bastard? or what? but, i wont name you under any of it. cos i know it will hurt me. hahs. how bout thinking back of every thing youvesaid to me? how sweet it was and now, poof! all gone. hahahas. im just like a lil girl eh? hello, mr? go back to your profile, see what exactly have you said in your pm. get it right, get it cleared! grrr...
you simply changed me entirely! -.- idiots!!
i shant talk about it anymore. gonna get back my sleep. and ya, sorry readers for being vulgar. rahh, just cant believe this thing actually happens. but i must thank yifu and justin for the endless laughter that they created. hahahas. alright shall stop here.
hellooo:DDD today i spent my day with my darlings:DDDD suppose go study one hor. that justin go for camp. grrr... okay nevermind. so i was given three days off to go out. once his back, i need to get my ass off to study(: hahahas. so i met up with my babe:DD no la, is my aiai. meet her at tpy then we headed to town. had our late lunch at BBQ chicken:DD cinileisure there. hahahas. her treat. pictures will be up tml i suppose? havent upload yet. so yupps, i owe her a treat.(: so yupps, we went window shopping, she got her top and off we go to tpy again(: i got what i wanted:DDDD and its like finally(: so i walked with her till somewhere near her house that busstop cos she needa go eat dinns with her family so i went back home. went to carrefour with jac(: hahahas. had my java chip. thanks. so we went home after which. was planning where to go again tml.
so someone pop out to talked to me. :DDD im ultra happy. but its just for a short moment. all i have to say is that, everytime you pop by, nothing good gonna happen. you will either hurt me with words or ans me coldly. so what has it got to do with me telling me your going backpack trip with someone? so you two can go back to the past? flirting each other right? im just plain stupid on not heeding justin and javier advice on you people! why cant you leave? or i should say is me clinging on? holding the torch? waiting for miracle? wth is all these things? this is BULLSHIT! can you just leave my freaking mind? you aint helping me. you think faking a smile is easy? you did try before. wow, how nice is she* to treat you in this way. i need to thank her. ahas.
well, its true i cant get you out my freaking head. im thinking of you. so?! no big deal isnt it? do i need to seek permission from you to like you? ahas. thats a joke isnt it? and well, this sentence look familiar. you ask me to wait, and you left. what a joke? ahas. i wrote it in friendster though im using facebook more frequently. well, isnt it true enough? hahs. you this ARGH!! dont wanna mention! you freaking hell!!
hmmm, shant say anymore. blood boils. and having said that, there is another guy who pissed me off too much! i wont say names. hahs. you were busy so? you didnt even leave a msg or anything which i hate it! this is so freaking hell! dont bother whatever you are going to criticize or rather comment. if you want to push the blame to me, i welcome you. cos its not fully my fault! i just cant find happiness between us. and i aint happy when we were together. so why continue? hahs. dont think too highly of youself. oops:X but sorry i needa say that.
hahas. gonna end here. i should cool down now. if you people are to comment that im childish so be it. even the matured one also will have their childish times. hahs. not saying that im matured, im still growing.(: but anyway, shant ruin my mood. i shall go to my lala land. ahas.
dear boy,
i dont mind whatever you gonna say,
but just to let you know, im glad that i know you.
despite me saying why must i know you in the first place, it just hurts.
i wont regret what i've done.
and trust me, for what im saying. and im really waiting.
if any chance you are back with her,
i give you my blessings(:
imy):
02:09
Sunday, June 07, 2009
hello(: today went for the seminar, i admit i almost fall asleep. hahas. but i didnt(: had fun with them(: so after the seminar end, we walk aroun suntec aimlessly, then decided to go find some place to settle down. siping got to go so left us three. we bought some snack ate already then went to fountain there and sit. hahas. angela went to write something. hahahas. had fun:DDD waited for jolyn and pearlyn. chit chatted. just some things i shant elaborate(:
hmmm, then i went off with them. cos angela going somewhere near my house. so went off with her. then xuanhui went home too.
reached home, used comp. hahas. siping suddenly tell me something. and it touched me(: thanks my dear friend(: she said: Dn let anyone and anything stupid affect u ,now juz forcus on studies and get into a really gud course,dn think that it's impossible , cuz u are going to making it possible(can go study chem tgt lols ), ppl dn care/treasure u, juz knw that thr will always be more ppl who will treasure u der (me oso will der ) so muz cheer up ...
hahas, touched:DDD hahas. sians, im so bored!! and that evil justin wrote: she would talk to the wall when told to cos she wants to find out answers. grrrr.. this evil friend of mine. he wrote that cos he ask me go ask the floor. i forgot what is it about. AHH, STM worsening? hahahas. then i told him i rather talk to the wall. this pig! GAHHS. okay, enough. im going to sleep soon. hahas. super bored. going to my lala land soon. elephants waiting there. hahahas. im in love with gadgets nowadays!!! i want a DSLR!!! ):
alright, shall go to bed now.(: goodnights peeps:DDD
a true friend respects you for who you are. they wont expect you to change or do things differently just to please them.
who are your best of friends? those who know your deepest, darkest secrets and have found your major flaws, but love you anyway.
02:15
Saturday, June 06, 2009
hello people? im here again. hahas. today after remedial went kim keat to eat with the usual peeps. weisiang, samuel, brandon, justin, javier and munjun. hahas, again im the only girl :/ well, fyi, we all are just good friends, buddy only okay. ahas. well. without them around, i wont be laughing that much. thankfully.(:
javier, weisiang and samuel went central first to find vivian(: she's back from US:DDD so ya, justin and i eat very slow? ahas. then brandon me and justin then go central meet them up. munjun has the holy tissue that save us. :DD hahas thanks!
vivian talk until very ang mo. hahas, she got abit of the tone and the slang-ness. hahas. so we chit chatted for quite while, catch up abit here and there(: then me and justin went off first afterwhich. went home bathed and started using comp? hahas. dont know what to do also. im rotting. today is still the same as before. nothing much happen also. (: im trying to finish watching all the dvds and vcds i have at home. must faster chiong finish. hmmm, then i'll be mugging from like next week(: then my tuition will start on the 20th this month. (: like finally? hehes.
alright, im going for a photography seminar tml:DDD hahas, i want to learn(: so ya, look at the time now. i should be on my bed but yet im here:P okay, i need my beauty sleep now. good night readers(:
im missing you like hell.
thinking of everything that had happen,
its just not going away.
im sorry, i cant promise what you ask me to promise you.
i really cant. for now, just let it be what it is alright.
i'll be here(:
to some particular someone;
you dont owe me an explanation anymore.
i just felt that we aint possible, and i dont think we both suit each other.
i cant commit to one person whom is busy. i seriously cant.
perhaps you think im childish or rather whatever you are thinking,
i cant stop you either.
but i must thank you and that some one, to make me think further,
and make me grow up.
thanks for everything that you've did it for me.
im grateful for all this. all these while.
i agree with what you said. normal friends.
i will also approach you when i've something important to talk about.
ahas, but dont be one that dont talk when we meet. be more friendly(:
01:31
Thursday, June 04, 2009
是时候改变自己了。 知道错了就改过。 不管有多少难关我们总要面对。
快崩溃的人总用哭来发泄。 人总在学会放开时慢慢的想通。
is time to think real hard now. gladys had just break down again. not the first time. gladys dont know what to do now. she's messed up with many many things, she's guilty about what she had done. she's thinking so much now. she will be stoning again tml. i mean today cos its past midnight. she wants back the old her. she want back her old laughter and real smile. she doesnt want to frown again. she want everything back to normal. she dont want to let herself down. she wants to be strong. she dont want to break down again for this kinda reason. she wants happiness again. she want back all the good old friends. she want to be more....
i'll get the fcuk out of your life. and stop thinking about you from now on. what the hell is going on?! i seriously cant get back myself on feet! why am i so soft hearted? why am i so gullible?! why the hell im bothering that much? why do i walk past there in order to make myself smile and laugh again?! why?! why am i doing all this? get this fcuk out! and you, pls kindly get out of my freaking mind! i cant stand it!
define friend forever for me someone? define eternity friendship(:
16:07
Wednesday, June 03, 2009
memories will always be memories isnt it? should i just forget it or?
hmmm, i think i got quite good skills in taking this pic huh? hahas. and i did edited it la. (: i like this pic alot too:DDD success? hehes. well, today was another tired day. went school at eleven plus for SS lecture. GAHHS. the weather is killing me can?!
aftermath, we went for an english seminar. i doze off la-.- sigh. sian. im becoming lazier and lazier. ): what's happening to me?! i needa study now! hmmm, after the seminar, went expo with Angela and Xuan Hui to the food fair. its the last day though. well, im super full afterwhich. and they can still eat you know. ooh my, they are really "大胃王". hmmm, supposedly going to meet Jolyn but she says she cant go home too late? thats weird? argh! nevermind. hmmm, so that two lady went John Little sales and buy stuff.
i saw HEELS!!! i WANT!! GAHHS. but just not my luck. suppose got job one then dont know why no more-.- sians. no income-.- GAHHS. i want to go shopping!!!
i cant wait till next tues(: hahahas. i can see the sun again:DD hope it wont burnt me): though i want to be fair, but still i could play Volley Ball:DDD Charmaine will teach me:DDD
today was quite an enjoyable day. but im way too tired. alright, gonna stop here and crawl into my bed now. hahahahas. goodnights peeps(:
i know i will miss you,
i know it wont be like before,
i know it wont change for now,
but just to let you know,
the feeling is true and never will it fool you.
02:56
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terpsichorean.; gladys,
16 december:D
im a saggitarus(:
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