a foolish mistake that will never get back what i've wanted

hello darlings:D im back from the trip to genting:D i had quite some fun despite being unhappy over somethings. :/ the theme park games is seriously awesome! i shall go there again:DDD hahahas! and i would like to apologies to my lovely pri sch mates. sorry for not attending the celebration that your held for me and colin, hope you guys had fun on that day:D
well, saw quite a no. of things that i like but didnt buy though. and along the trip, ive been thinking and stoning and sleeping. and also perhaps stoning about the past that had gone. suddenly got a lot of random thoughts. thanks ms toh for comforting me. i feel quite abit better than before. but im still on the verge of breaking down. sigh. you see you see! emo again:/ sigh!
cant we both just talk? and stop being strangers?! you dont feel anything and yes i know you wouldnt! but still im a human, human do have feelings. now ive found out that whenever i talk about this issue with any of my friends, none will pay attention to what im talking. perhaps this is a serious mistake that ive made? but i just dont know why.
well, it wouldnt get any better now! ): its all my fault! think i gonna get an early rest now. no point thinking about it though, you wouldnt be back.
ooh, i'll be posting the pictures up soon in fb:D and perhaps a few in my blog. gonna go now. goodnight my dear.


