complicated)':
sudden feeling of something. ahas. complicated is the only word i could used. its been so long that i'd blogged. ahas. this few days im so so so emotional. SYF central judging is just pacing nearer and nearer. my injuries is not getting any better. in fact both legs are in pain now! badly. cried hopelessly. ahas. cant do much in yesterday's practice. was just crying outside the school hall. ahas. all i could do was to see them dance gracefully. and me just sitting down there doing nothing.watching you at the corner,
running away from your problems.
seeking thru some alley trying to find out what are you doing.
wanted to help you badly.
this world is cruel.
it is a reality world.
its time to wake up from all those dreamy days,
i should face my problems bravely.
knowing someone is there to support me but;
not with me.
i'll be there and so are you.
thanks(':
on friday, speech day. i could say it is a successful one. all these years, i prefer this year most. becos it looked more grand than before. after receiving my awards, went down to canteen to wait. was walking around, practicing with sifan in the washroom. that's hilarious. ahas. couldnt do some movement but i just did it. ahas. ater which, prepared for finale. was quite high. and xinni ask why suddenly so high. i sat i dont know. hahas. saw ms haymini and ms venni, hugged them. ooh and ms yeo. went back to packed dance stuff and remove make up. eat dinner at kfc with a bunch of good friends. hahas. full of craps. hahas. went home. thanks pig for acc me to wait for my bus. :DD around my area, caught fire. super smoky. hahas. alright im very happy on fri. for some reasons.
for sat, its kind of emotional. ahas. well, i just dont know what im thinking. im really very confused. vexed! and all i know is complicated! i dont know, i dont know i dont know! i think im also running away from it now. ahas. someone pls, tell me what i should do. sigh.
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