its been ages since i came to post eh? hahas. well, today aint my day. was not in a good mood. dont know why? being very emotional:/ thinking too much again and again. everything stopped and change.

i think i shouldnt even fall for you,
if it gets deeper, i would be dead.
just let time take it all back,
and, let nature takes its cause.

few days back, sokyee was asking if i were meeting them for the pri sch gathering. hahas, didnt know until she told me(: thanks babe. text yk, and was talking about it. how i wish i could see them asap again:DDD miss the old days back in hws): sigh. but.. everything is not confirmed yet.

i seems to be down during this period of time. i will smile when its neccessary. so if im not smiling, dont get the wrong idea of me. thanks. and well, as what ive mention in my another blog, dont be surprised or whatever if you see me cry.

just some sudden thoughts told me that i shouldnt hang around with you guys again, i seems to be avoiding something. but what else could i do? i seriously dont know what to do. and i dont know what exactly im thinking of. ive been stoning again:/ why? and i felt that whenever i need someone to be there to talk to, the person refuse to listen to me:/ well, perhaps im thinking too much.

gladys, wake up from all those nonsense!
sigh. i seriously want to leave the past, forget about everything.
get you out of my mind. i dont want it to be corrupted.
it seems to be thinking too much all this while.
but...
there is a phobia there now. i dont want it either.
it just irritates me-.-
sigh...













i know im aint perfect,
no one in this world is perfect.
but why people just cant accept it but talk about it?
why must all this things exist?:/